I'm tired of this blog.
I'm tired of my photography.
I'm tired of caring what other people think.
Basically, I'm just tired.
My family needs to leave Illinois. After 6 years, we still haven't put down roots. When I come here, I feel suffocated, as though a great gray mass has moved into my soul and refused to leave. The atmosphere down south is generally friendlier and less constricting. If I had to live up here full-time, I might just break.
There isn't much to do while I'm here other than lounge around the house and shop until my money has been used up. I cook and clean until someone else takes over, assuring me that "it's my break, I should just relax." I am far removed from the girl who used to do everything for everyone. I would miss it, except I was a lot unhappier back then. Now I am just lazy.
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Ugh. I know what you mean. :-P I just want to get out of here. I love my family, but that's it. If my dad would just get a job in the middle-of-nowhere-Wyoming I'd be perfectly content. ♥
ReplyDeleteaww. I want to move, too. I'd miss certain people a lot, but it would be so refreshing to kind of start over.
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